Friday, March 26, 2010

Forget My Name

1 in the chamber, and 2 in the clip, do what I have to to die on my feet.

Wednesday, March 17, 2010

The Coldest Heart

song time.. lyrics are in no order... just as they play in shuffe...spaces indicate different parts of the song.... where as lines indicate song changes.
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Woah I'm losing hope, there's a hole in my heart that's been cut out of stone. Woah, cold comes, cold goes. Could you fill this hole? Because I can't do it alone.

The coldest heart can be brought to life, when it's thrown into the fire of goodbyes
I've got the coldest heart
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A smarter man than me said "there's no bravery, just degrees of fear." but I fear that we're incapable

Where's the kid who went out of his way just know your name?? ( I never should have bothered) We're taking a good hard look at the bald faced crook. Too rich to last, too famous too fast.
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I don't believe that everything you've known about me is gone forever. And I won't forget the things we spent forever, it haunts me.
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In the valley of the dying sun I walk a crooked path alone. I came across a shadow of a man with an angel's breath. "Oh boy." He said to me, "I see your future. Though you long for peace, the sword is your father!"

Bathed in the powder of a thousand guns I am the king of sorrows. Watered by the tears of the innocent ones the river grows, it moves, it swells. "Son." it calls to me, "Your days are numbered, sow the seeds you will, but I am the reaper."
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Monday, March 15, 2010

Cheap Shots

I expect someone to get to know me a lot more before judging me. More then a week, more then 4 conversations. I think once I show my real self to someone, most people will like that. I know I make bad first impressions and come off too strong or strange sometimes. I try not to, I attempt at normality, I'm not normal nor do I want to be normal, but I'm not as far off as I sometimes give the impression to.

I have a strong set of values, and goals, and so much that just takes a long time to understand. I didn't develop who I am through simple ways, it's been long and complex and mostly just really shitty. And I want someone to hear the stories, to try and understand the logic, the actions, the consequences.

Some days I feel like I'm wearing thin, the cogs have been grinding, the wear and tear of this life starts to show some days

If (acoustic)

I want someone to want to know me