Three Evils (Embodied in love and shadow)

Nothing to report, nothing exciting happens, nothing to say. I just want to feel better, and I just want to heal, and mostly, I just want to be able to do something for someone. Unfortunately none of that is happening. Weekends suck because I have so much free time to think, and to remember. I have nothing specific to look forward to, or to distract me. This isn't fair.